Fade away, lets fade away I wish we lived this moment every fuckin day Lets get zooted , lets get high Lets blow O's on cloud 9 into the sky Lets fly while we're high, lets spread our wings and fly We dont float, we're too high, lets fly beyond the sky Outter space, lets touch the sun rays Faded for days off the purple haze... Blazed, off that purple haze... Higher, higher, are you still with me ? Lets light another blunt and take off to another galaxy Cause now our problem's gone, there's no more pain The sun is shining, there's no rain All we got is love , thanks to Mary Jane It made us high in love, in the stars above High in love , if that makes sense Seems like its working, we're no longer tensed So here we are, now we landed Gone out this world, no we wasn't stranded High in love, now our eyes are low
Do some blacks really have self esteem that low ? That you have to bleach your effin skin ?! & This fool used laundry detergent. BROWN IS BEAUTIFUL - ALL shades of brown, especially dark brown . Dont let ANYONE tell you different . #BlackisBEAUTIFUL
Hola Mundo . Welcome to my Eccentric blog =D . I definitely had to make one , mainly because I talk to damn much lml . I have so much on my mind so why not share my thoughts to the world ? But since you're gonna be reading my blogs , you might as well get to know me first ( for most that dont know me or never knew I existed ) . My real name is Emily D. , I now go by the name Eccentric. I was born 2.3.91 in Willingboro, NJ . Unfortunately I still reside there O_o . Im 19 , about to be 20 in less than 3 weeks .
I love poetry , that's all I've been writing since the 5th grade. Everyone even my teachers knew how good I was , & it gave me confidence . When I was younger I wanted to be a rapper , I already had the writing skills on point . I wanted to be a female version of Busta Rhymes lol.. Alot of things discouraged me , and as I got older I got into different things . Now I graduated from high school and Im a licensed cosmetologist & work at a Sallys . I realized by the end of 2010 I wanted to rap again, something I havent done too much of. I never recorded or made a mixtape yet . I dont wanna be like everyone else & just make some regular mixtape ( remember just because "everyone" made a mixtape, doesnt mean it was good ) . My goal is to show the world a different side of me . My goal is to not necessarily become a rapper , but to start a movement #SupportGOODMusic . Im definitely tired of the bs I hear on the radio. Anyways , I hope you enjoy this blog . Shoutout to those will be supporting me through this musical journey Im about to start. Shoutout to those who plan on shittin on everything I do & will be doing . =) - Love, Emily
Time to express my random thoughts . I usually get these alot lol . Anyways . Honestly , it feels like Im being turned off by everyone. Im not one of those girls who bashes on the male species either . I've been through alot and now Im fed up, for real this time . Unless I can find someone who is worthy enough & can meet my standards , I wont be interested . And at the same time, I choose to be single because I need to get myself together . I need to stop letting people disrespect me. I still need to find my will power . I changed alot from the dumb shit I did in highschool , but I still have alot to do to get where I need to be in life. As I got older , I learned alot about myself. I'm still in the process of finding my TRUE VALUE , which is very hard to find for most women . As I got older and more mature , I realized that these "boys" (the gender that treats me the worst) I've been dating isnt right for me. I dont deserve to be treated like this . So therefore, I will remain single until everything falls in the RIGHT place . Until I get myself together, until I find someone , a good person , with a heart & not a cold one . While Im single , I can spend time with myself, get some things done, like getting my degree, saving up for a car, make $$$ . Im not 16 anymore , it can take alot to catch my attention now , especially because alot went down over the years. I changed my views on people. I made 3 male friends by the end of last year, they made me realize that there are good people around me , that I can find someone with good standards . Hopefully that one special person will come , hopefully soon .... I get impatient lol . But as of right now , Im convinced that this relationship thing wasnt meant to be , not for me =/ - Eccentric .
From the beginning I knew me and you were like fire and ice But I had to be a dummy and make the same mistake twice I wanted this to work but I knew we were too different from the start I was too blind and couldnt let you go while we were falling apart I was "the girl blinded by love" people couldnt understand her Blind by love I couldnt take no for an answer Boo love and fight was our pattern thats what we did together Years later we made no progress, so I prayed for things to get better I defended you, I LOST FRIENDS for you . I was in love You were my addiction, so high I touched the sky. Higher than cloud 9 I was with the stars above Blind by love, I didnt expect to get hurt But when I got hurt, I fell from Cloud 9, I now feel lower than dirt The love was gone, the fights got worse Mad because I wanted to feel special, I wanted to be the first I wanted to be one to make it work & hope things last Then reality hit, everything went downhill. It all happend so fast It happend so quickly. You were here, now you're gone Now your presence makes me sick, and this cant go on My thoughts of you discontinued, my love for you came to an end We were inseparable, now Im sorry to say you lost a friend What happend to us? You led me to believe we were on top, up & flying above Im done with the "Rise & Fall" of us, now we are DEAD
Because what you took for granted , now you lost my love .